Saturday, December 17, 2016

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A valley
A garden
A vagina
A door.

A dream
A path.
A purpose
to explode.

Two hands (they are not yours)
One beat
in loop
There is no turning back , I am in with the light
pumping pressure, no rest, this is not a test
Release to take in - much deeper ,
One target, One focus. A valley, A garden, A vagina, A door. A vision
from before. No rest. Loop. Loop. Never the same, always on repeat. Loop.

I keep on taking deep breaths, and it is not that my heart aches, it is just pressure. And I don't know the way , so I can only go to sleep and hope to wake again. Exhale deep sighs all day long. Every day. I  know what I am here for.

A valley
A garden
A vagina
A door.

A dream
A path.
A purpose
to explode.