Thursday, February 01, 2007

BORED TO THE BONE:seeking for adventure

i think im paranoid and crazy
unethical little being
thats who i am.
bored to the bone.
seeking for somekind of emotion
maybe even kidding myself that i can actaully feel.
little ice princess tryting to brake the ice.
help me brake the ice
help me look forward for tomorrow
feel quite a little bit eager for the present
laugh out loud
tell me everything thats on ur mind
tell me nasty things until i cry
tell me how much u love and why
let me feel alive
help me brake my shell
i tend to do things just for a test
see what happens if ...
curiosity killed the cat. luckily im no cat
no ones cat
no ones nobody
i dont even own me
my instinct doesnt own me
my reasoning doesnt own me
there are no owners
there is no destiny
there is no nothng
theres just me and you
and everybody else
everybody else who is often more boring than me
more fake
more plastic
cooler
they are always cooler and more lost
im i judgemental? maybe so